Cause I will never possess what they have. They have been through too much for too long for anyone to come between that. And it hurts really fucking bad to sit here and not be able to do anything about it.

I don’t know whether to ignore him because I’m angry and hurt, or act as if I don’t feel anything, and pretend like what he’s doing to me is okay. Because I’d rather have him in my life in a relationship with someone else, than not have him at all.

I don’t care what anyone says. The worst feeling in the whole fucking world is watching someone be in love with someone else.

I think I’m going to fucking kill him.